Getting over my ex-girlfriend, a party, and extreme sex

Why did I get into hardcore party porn and sex? Bea and I finally split after four years.

It was not surprising, as we had been growing apart for many months.

Hurts, still. It was lonely to be single. My hand isn't as good as my pussy.

My best friend saw how horny and sad I was, and had an idea. He wanted to take me to a sex party.

At first I thought it was funny, but then the numbness kept coming on and I have never been to one.

Why not?

Party, hardcore porn!

I was ill for a week before the party. I had no previous experience in the party hardcore scene so I researched.

I did a search for party hardcore porn on my favorite porn website, and found it. Although I realise that watching porn is not research, I tried to find ones that were real.

Although it was initially boring, I soon discovered the appeal.

It's thrilling to be able to have so many people fucked in public, and watch other people do it...

Then I tried to imagine myself there. It was really hard.

I was having trouble getting on board, and even coming to other photos of my ex. But I knew it wasn't healthy.

It was quite refreshing to be able to get horny at another thing.

One moment, a man was being sucked off by a really cute and blonde during a party-hardcore session. He was soon pounding on another girl from behind in a matter of minutes.

The video was almost halfway through when his dick started to get ridden by a girl and had another girl’s tits in him.

Lucky bastard, how could he have survived that long? That's what I wanted, too. I wanted to be like him.

It would be another week before I tried something similar, until I could be there too. This thought made me feel excited, and I was able to get over myself.

After that, I deleted all my photos of Bea and said good-bye to her.

Party hardcore sex is now available in a whole new realm

As he took me to the venue, he said, "I didn’t know you were going in for party hardcore sexual sex." "Are we even my best friend?" What do you know that I don't?

He said, "That Bea broke apart with you to be here with me,"

"Ha. Ha."

"Wait -- sorry, too soon? I thought you were done enough with these types of jokes. Sorry.

"Nah, nah. "I am."

As we pulled up to his house, he said, "All right, great, because you have to be so that you can enjoy tonight." I didn't notice that we were going to his house.

"Wait, what?"

He said, "Yup, I'm the host."

Although there was no one present at his table, several tables were stocked with food, condoms and lube.

He said, "Thought that I'd bring it to you early so that you could make yourself comfortable."

It was a great idea. I became nervous when more people came to my party for the hardcore sex session.

A sex party can be described as a regular party with hardcore sex added.

At first, people were just talking, drinking, and snacking. But, much like college parties, some started to make out.

In the end, making out became nudity. This eventually led to sex. While some people moved into different rooms to have more privacy, others remained in the main area.

All of the people in the rooms ended up changing rooms to find new partners.

It was a wild, unknown world that I was witnessing. I stood there in stupor with a raging boner inside my pants.

I didn't realise I was being an observer all along until the woman approached me. She was talking to a lot of people, and I realised it was me that she was talking to.

Party hardcore sex is now

She said, "New?"

"Y-yeah," I replied.

"Are you Alex's friend?"

"Yup, that's right. He brought it to me so that I could inspect it."

"Just to see it?"

I replied, somewhat awkwardly, "I mean... I could also participate, if someone wants me,"

She smiled at my face and, the next thing I knew she was pushing me against the wall with all her tits. As she reached down to remove my cock from her pants, we kissed.

She purred, "Relax."

After weeks of depression, it was almost surreal to have my dick touched and loved by another person.

She was sucking me off on her knees in less than a minute. She then brought me to a couch where she rode my petcock.

People were doing crazy things behind her. Two dicks were able to penetrate the body of one woman.

One guy was getting pegged by another guy, while a woman offered every man a quick blowjob.

I said to her, "This party is hardcore as hell!"

She sighs, "Oh yeah, it's the first time," she says, panting.

"Mhmm," she replied, and I sucked on her tits. Soon after, she came onto my cock.

She said, "That was great!" "But I have others I had planned to meet tonight. ..." If you're still around when I'm done,

"Well, we'll see."

"Jane by the way."

"Chris."

"Nice meeting you, Chris. She laughed and said, "Fucking you!"

I watched as she got lost in the seas of moaning, sweating bodies. Then I hollered at the girl, who was going around giving her head to anyone who asked.

"Oral fixation?" I asked her.

With my cock down her neck, she mouthed a "mhmm" at me. She wasn't the only one I had my dick with that night.